期盼心中那蔚蓝的天空

一次冒失的决定

注定了这次的宿命

倘若理智的拟定

肯定了这时的分水岭


三岁定八十

吾不愿承认此事实

笃定要筑起那态势

勇往直前永不停滞


接连的品尝苦果

依然期盼那想要的结果

即便身心已变弱

依然洋溢着无限的洒脱

期盼心中那蔚蓝的天空

Everything has come to an end

There is a big blow that set me into suffering today. I can try to realize it before. It is as unexpected as I can predict. Now, I am finding a way to get rid of this blow from my mind. Because there are 3 last following tasks I have to cope with perfectly, I must be strong or even stronger. Anyway, I have finished the DMS course. It means I finally graduate in diploma. This is a pleasant thing I should enjoy all the time. I, at least, learned lot of valuable things in which I can use them in future. It does not matter actually because it is not the first time I experience the fiery blow. By the way, I have a lot of dreams and hopes that I can fulfill with pleasure. :)

Mood before one day to badminton competition

Practice, practice and practice....There is the one only thing I am doing since last wednesday. But it is compulsory for being skillful and better stamina in badminton. The only problem I am being worried, that may be a 'time bomb' for both me and Dennis, is position-diversing on the court. It is vital for doubles. Once the combo cannot make the diversion of their position in confortable way, no matter how skillful the players, how stable the footwork is, the opponents can easily decode their strategy. Fortunately, there is very lucky, the preliminary stage is based on face-to-face with each other in group. The group consists of 12 doubles. So I will enjoy at least 11 matches in the competition. The registration fee is very valuable. I don't know what kinds of players appear on the field tomorrow. The only one thing I know is that I suppose to enjoy the game, nor playing with the mind of getting prizes..............

Luck comes after hardship

Last friday is my happiest day within the last one year. That is because something I desire to achieve with a long time had been come true. I unexpectedly, but possibly get my first straight As in one-stand exam during my schoolling life. In fact, by my expectation, the grade of HR subject was not quite possible to be A, because an unsatisfied CA result externalizes the possibility of getting A in overall.Meanwhile, I did not understand why I unconsciously left a 12-marks sub-question blank in the state I remember all HR concepts, but the concepts in my memory were actually matched with the question asked. Conversely, Accounting is my easiest task to approach to A or even A+. Initially, I hoped I can get A+ in Marketing due to a strong backup from A+ in CA. But unfortunately the marketing tips for revision given by lecturer are not existed in the exam paper. My grievance came out. Nevertheless, the promise of marking moderately by lecturer offset my grievance. Before 5pm, the time of releasing result, I was being in a rather nervous state. I was afraid of what result I would get, after a hardship. I was scared that once I would not get straight As, then I may think why I can't do it, what reasons makes me stunned during taking HR paper, when I can achieve it and etc.
That day, I played badminton with my doubles partner, Dennis. He was the DMS student who got straight As in sem 3. After practice, he tried to ease out my anxiety. But it was not useful after getting to know some classmates and friends' results through msn. Haha....actually I purposely wanna know how good their results are. However, my assignment groupmates' outstanding results made me very nervous. The anxiety can't be avoided, so I tried to reveal the pieces of puzzle slowly and slowly. The situation likes one reveals the number in the lottery ticket in one-by-one slowly and fully anxious. After knowing the grades of accounting and marketing, I stopped it in a moment and revealed the last piece of puzzle, HR. I repeatedly said "A..A..A", at last, it really comes true. I screamed several times. It was my first reaction. Then , I, at the first time, called mum to deliver the good news. I was very very excited.
Finally, all sufferings have their rewards. My SPM result quite sucks. The A-levels result, oh my goodness, there was a such terrible moment, I tried to forget it completely. And now, I hope: it is my turning point, I will have good luck in the following studies during later schooling period. A+, A, A , although it is a wonderful sequence in alphabet, I must still be continuously hardworking and aggresive in studying, in order to achieve my final target................................

Regain passion

In my memory, I remember that the first time I really played badminton was during my Junior 1. That period I registerred a badminton training session and then joined as well as practiced every Saturday. Some memorable moments I had got through at the grand time. But I had forgotten why I quitted from playing badminton at Junior 3 and then switched to play soccer. Anyway, my enthusiasm of playing badminton is never being deteriorated.

Before joining the leisure session in SIM badminton club, I sometimes spent time to play with my brother, Mutu, who is a person also having passion against badminton. This phenomenon was being maintained with about 5 years. But now I finally regained the passion of holding the racket again. By the recent, I physically feel that my badminton skills is unconsciously better than that during the period of secondary school. What a mystery thing it is! Anyway, I hope I can try to regain or even train better my stamina as fast as possible. It is because I love playing badminton...

P/S : Mutu is a chinese guy...

Keputusan

Kali ni saya sangka saya haruslah tulis blog ni dalam Bahasa Melayu, kerana saya tak harap banyak orang boleh tau apa makna saya tulis.
Semalam, selepas main badminton, saya berbincang tentang keputusan dalam ijazah yang saya sedang berlajar dengan kawan yang sudah siap pelajaran ni. Sekarang saya akhirnya memaham bagaimana pelajar boleh dianugerahi dengan pingat emas untuk buktikan keputusannya yang terbaik dalam kelas. Walau bagaimanapun, saya mesti mendapat sekurang-kurangnya 12 A dalam DMS.Lagipun, saya perlu dapat semua A atau A+ dalam 3 akhir semester yang berikut. Cabaran ini bermaksud saya akan menghadapi masa yang tersusah sejak memilih pelajaran DMS. Sebenarnya, saya beharap saya boleh dapat apa-apa anugerah dalam pelajaran kerana saya mahu guna kebanggaan untuk memohon instutut atau universiti yang lagi baik berbanding dengan semua ijazah ditawarkan oleh SIM. Sementara itu, saya berfikir kenapa SIM selalu memperkenalkan banyak ijazah SIM yang berkerjasama dengan universiti lain dari luar negara. Sebab utamanya saya berfikir ialah penguatkuasa SIM tidak berharap mereka menghilang peluang-peluang yang boleh menaikkan untung kalau semakin banyak pelajar dari DMS memilih ijazah macam ini. Saya sebenarnya kecewa kerana saya masih tidak dapat informasi yang saya harus faham tentang pilihan-pilihan pelajaran lanjut.
Akhirnya, saya mestilah belajar dengan rajin untuk mencapai apa keputusan yang saya mampu dapat. Tapi,aduh, lebih susahlah.........

An infinite enthusiasm of playing futsal一个玩室内足球的无限热情

Last few days, I received an information regarding a futsal competition organized by SIM soccer club. I am actually pleased to get it. As somebody knew, I have failure to 'recruit' soccer kaki to join a competition at last month. Therefore, I hope I will be able to invite sufficient kaki for joining it before the due date of registration. However, until now, I still remain a pessimistic feel against the issue. There is because I have only got 4 kaki yet deciding to participate. The number of players can just group a half team exactly. So, I may merely depend on the direction given by the heaven. I thought somebody would doubt why I am still keen to play soccer, even if I have no oppportunity of playing games at all. I have played soccer with almost 5 years. In fact, my main dynamic to play soccer is a chance of affirming continuously improved self-performance,in lieu of prize, medal or other entities that can prove how smart I play soccer. In this way, I am expecting I can get it soon.

前几天，我收到了一个关于学校室内足球比赛的信息。其实当收到这消息时，我是雀跃万分的。身边人知道，我上个月没办法筹足人数参加一个室内足球赛。因此，我蛮希望这次能在报名截止之前得到足够的人数。然而迄今，我没抱着乐观的态度面对，因为现在我只能找到四个有兴趣的人手参加。这样的人数也只能报一半的名额。所以现在的我也只能等待老天的指示了。从前至今我想有些人会疑惑，为什么我还是很热衷于足球，尽管我依然基本上没机会参加比赛。我已经踢了五年的球。事实上，我踢球的主要原动力不再与奖金、奖牌、甚至是任何能证明我很能的东西，而是一个证明我不断进步的机会。就这样，我依然但愿我能如愿以偿。

Thanks a lot

I start to re-active the blog again now after a half years of stagnant. It is because somebody read my blog unexpectedly. By this reason, I have a dynamic to continue my blogging life. So from now on, I will be pro-active in writting and posting more in order to appreciate these people who read my blog and give me encouragement.

Thanks a Lot....

Happy new year~~!!!!Many wishes.....

Sorry to myself of no free in updating the blog on time. Anyway, I like to blogging,even nobody are interested in viewing around my blog roughly I think. Here I have many wishes to somebody ...~~

~Hope everybody who are recognized are having healthy and wealthy on the following year...
~Everything will be fine n good to my family...
~World economic crisis could be recovered soon....
~My home can be maintained very well...
~Opening more entertainment places in my beloved hometown,Kluang....

Turn me~~
~Face `d be fair and looked perfect after treatment...
~Results will be flying with colours along every sem,the year 2009....
~Identifying my mistakes I tortured and turns them to be my attributes at all from the first second in 2009....
~Can recognize my new buddies & sisters who can really match me as well...
~Not to be an underdog at every stages, every groups and every times...
~Please....gastric pain..don`t come again...
~Can successfully turn to be a great forward from goalkeeper on the field,if really I can do so....
~Buck up my English and speaking & writting likes Caucasians` style...
~Have a full of peace, respect, loves, laughes around my side..
~To be a main character on everybody`s stares..
~Earn some money to cover my tuition fees and piano-learning fees...
~Someone who looks me down, please behave yourself now....
~have luck every moment...

"Nothing is impossible to be happenned if one puts efforts on it by his/her sincere at all"

“心理”治疗

还记得几年前，大概六七年前吧，我就开始面对着一般年轻人应该面对的问题--青春痘。起初的我，认为是一个青春期的过渡现象，可是事实并非如此。单纯的青春痘渐渐地变成了暗疮，慢慢地把我的面皮给侵蚀了。过了高中，我还是给自己一个幻想的空间，认为这样的现象一定会自动好转。直到现在，我已经灰心了。去年，我去了二姐就职的中央医院内的皮肤科进行诊断，诊呀诊，真到现在还是“安然无恙”，原本的“面貌”保持得完好无损。“算啦。。算啦”，我真的已绝望了。从我高中，从青春痘脸变成那凹凸不平的暗疮脸时，时常被身边的人说着有的没的，不是被誇有一幅火山口脸，就是被讥笑我的脸，没人敢正眼看，甚至还被人讥笑说我的脸肯本没办法刻画出来。我是一个感性的人，逢听到这样的嘲讽，我真的在暗中流泪。。。他妈的，又不是我故意弄出来的啦。。。haiz。。反正现在也不想讲下去，别把我现在等待开学的好心情给破坏了。

两个月前，我不断的反复思考，我的脸到底是什么原因致使的？左想右想，慢慢的得到一些结论。唯一能胜任每一样事情的不变法则就是--毅力。上个月，我不断的拜托妈妈，给我一个机会去做一个美肤疗程。在我的强力要求下，我姐姐带了我去做这个疗程。什么品牌的，对我而言，不太重要，这重要的是我得到了这个不可多得的机会。哇。。整个疗程大约有八百多左右。真的不便宜。从上个月到今天在内，我已做了五分之二的疗程了。除了这些，我还得在早晚抹上他的一系列的护肤品。除此之外，我以及对煎炸辛辣的食物说：“NO！”了。我想能够加速改变我的脸的方法必须得斩钉立截地戒口。这是很重要的。还有，得时常用清水洗脸。。。。还有好多好多。我已经拍下未治疗前的照片。我给自己一个半年的时间，希望半年后，有彻底的改变。加油，“只要不放弃，就会有奇迹。”抄自一部电视剧的名言。