Monday, November 17, 2008

Hometown life

I am staying at my Kluang around 2 months already. There has no other reasons, that I need to work , since I was banned from Spore immigration from last 2 months. I choose back my familiar one, job for travel line. But this time I just deserve a small amount of salary, which is just a one-third of pay from my previous I worked before.

Frankly, I gradually start to adapt my new environment yet. Erm…I can’t say it is an adapt , because I had lived in Kluang with almost 19 years. Nowadays my life can be absolutely looked as the few years one, where got so many exciting highlights I experienced in my mind when I was a sec student. Everyday I am anticipating for the coming weekends , sometimes I would daydream at work, hardworking at work, that let my everyday to be meaningful. So relax I work for 5 ½ days per week, it is a classical office business hours, in this way, I may look as a office boy now. Definitely my hometown life is more relaxing than the period when working at Spore. Respectively, my fringe benefits would be cut off by parts. Nevertheless, I just want to do everything happily now. Since I met the strong blow in my study life, I think I should adjust my life direction properly. Now I am willing to choose to do everything better and better that don`t make me experience such regretful moment at last. Perhaps I would be being in normal in fact. Don’t think over too much. However, since I decided to give up my further study, I release much more burdens and feel comfort more now. At the same time, I have no thoughts of , about studies now, because I think studies may not a must for everybody or party. One has ability not to do further studies, but he or she need to do well in other parts of his or her life. For me , I decide to do my work well. Be positive and more strength. So I dislike somebody who look at me sympathetically. It is not such a big case.

Lastly, I hope myself to be good at work. Study? This word may disappear in my mind at all, although I wishes it to be true. P/s: waiting for my monthly salary , please pay me faster. I can’t bear it too long.