Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Mood before one day to badminton competition
Practice, practice and practice....There is the one only thing I am doing since last wednesday. But it is compulsory for being skillful and better stamina in badminton. The only problem I am being worried, that may be a 'time bomb' for both me and Dennis, is position-diversing on the court. It is vital for doubles. Once the combo cannot make the diversion of their position in confortable way, no matter how skillful the players, how stable the footwork is, the opponents can easily decode their strategy. Fortunately, there is very lucky, the preliminary stage is based on face-to-face with each other in group. The group consists of 12 doubles. So I will enjoy at least 11 matches in the competition. The registration fee is very valuable. I don't know what kinds of players appear on the field tomorrow. The only one thing I know is that I suppose to enjoy the game, nor playing with the mind of getting prizes..............
Luck comes after hardship
Last friday is my happiest day within the last one year. That is because something I desire to achieve with a long time had been come true. I unexpectedly, but possibly get my first straight As in one-stand exam during my schoolling life. In fact, by my expectation, the grade of HR subject was not quite possible to be A, because an unsatisfied CA result externalizes the possibility of getting A in overall.Meanwhile, I did not understand why I unconsciously left a 12-marks sub-question blank in the state I remember all HR concepts, but the concepts in my memory were actually matched with the question asked. Conversely, Accounting is my easiest task to approach to A or even A+. Initially, I hoped I can get A+ in Marketing due to a strong backup from A+ in CA. But unfortunately the marketing tips for revision given by lecturer are not existed in the exam paper. My grievance came out. Nevertheless, the promise of marking moderately by lecturer offset my grievance. Before 5pm, the time of releasing result, I was being in a rather nervous state. I was afraid of what result I would get, after a hardship. I was scared that once I would not get straight As, then I may think why I can't do it, what reasons makes me stunned during taking HR paper, when I can achieve it and etc.
That day, I played badminton with my doubles partner, Dennis. He was the DMS student who got straight As in sem 3. After practice, he tried to ease out my anxiety. But it was not useful after getting to know some classmates and friends' results through msn. Haha....actually I purposely wanna know how good their results are. However, my assignment groupmates' outstanding results made me very nervous. The anxiety can't be avoided, so I tried to reveal the pieces of puzzle slowly and slowly. The situation likes one reveals the number in the lottery ticket in one-by-one slowly and fully anxious. After knowing the grades of accounting and marketing, I stopped it in a moment and revealed the last piece of puzzle, HR. I repeatedly said "A..A..A", at last, it really comes true. I screamed several times. It was my first reaction. Then , I, at the first time, called mum to deliver the good news. I was very very excited.
Finally, all sufferings have their rewards. My SPM result quite sucks. The A-levels result, oh my goodness, there was a such terrible moment, I tried to forget it completely. And now, I hope: it is my turning point, I will have good luck in the following studies during later schooling period. A+, A, A , although it is a wonderful sequence in alphabet, I must still be continuously hardworking and aggresive in studying, in order to achieve my final target................................
That day, I played badminton with my doubles partner, Dennis. He was the DMS student who got straight As in sem 3. After practice, he tried to ease out my anxiety. But it was not useful after getting to know some classmates and friends' results through msn. Haha....actually I purposely wanna know how good their results are. However, my assignment groupmates' outstanding results made me very nervous. The anxiety can't be avoided, so I tried to reveal the pieces of puzzle slowly and slowly. The situation likes one reveals the number in the lottery ticket in one-by-one slowly and fully anxious. After knowing the grades of accounting and marketing, I stopped it in a moment and revealed the last piece of puzzle, HR. I repeatedly said "A..A..A", at last, it really comes true. I screamed several times. It was my first reaction. Then , I, at the first time, called mum to deliver the good news. I was very very excited.
Finally, all sufferings have their rewards. My SPM result quite sucks. The A-levels result, oh my goodness, there was a such terrible moment, I tried to forget it completely. And now, I hope: it is my turning point, I will have good luck in the following studies during later schooling period. A+, A, A , although it is a wonderful sequence in alphabet, I must still be continuously hardworking and aggresive in studying, in order to achieve my final target................................
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