这是我第一次用华文写部落格。请各位多多指教！！
“捍卫华教，必须从捍卫华教常识比赛开始。”， 这句格言来至于比雕的灵感，振洲的推崇。我本身非常钟意这句话的含义，因此我决定在这个部落格上写关于我备战华教比赛的过程与感想。
其实早在将近考完试之前，我打算在英迪和各位华文辩论队的队员陪练，同时借着华教的主题，扶助我备战华教比赛的能力。可惜的是我没有机会回去英迪完成我的心愿，那是因为我还有两堂钢琴课得继续完成。钢琴课并非重点，而是那高昂的课堂费，可想而知，倘若我矿了一堂课，我不仅损失了将近三十新币，继而还拖垮了我升上第二级的道路。我不能因为这样而浪费我钟爱钢琴的情意结。。。
先把我的言语转换去主题吧！！打从准备比赛的那一刻起，我以为自己定下了可遇也可求得目标。除了卫冕全国团体冠军，也但愿我能在全国个人赛中挤入前三甲。这并非不可能，不过运气也是重要的一环。距离比赛的时间身下将近三周，我的首两周将在新加坡准备。顺便也能在兼顾比赛的同时，午夜时分到麦当劳度过美好的“欧锦”良宵。万岁！！！尽管如此，我还是把我的华教常识手册带到麦当劳内，在提早霸占位子的同时，也能透过增长知识而消磨时间。简直是一举三得！！还好是泳安介绍我去麦当劳观赏球赛的，不过想起来也是应该啦，谁叫他是麦当劳的兼职员工？！老实说，我也是听愧对于他的，毕竟他是华教比赛的常客，去年没机会参赛，对于每位时事达人而言，这种感觉犹如心如刀割般的剧烈，因为我曾是过来人。因此我鼓励泳安以个人赛的名誉报名，并且获得与我们相同的资料。在新加坡的这段时间，我就是通过这样的方式自我训练。与此同时，我和泳安还有几次约好见面讨论关于华教比赛等等。。虽然大家讨论的时间与闲聊的时光比较相对的少了些，但至少我们依然从中获益。
欧锦决赛的将近，也凸现着华教常识比赛的即将降临。之前在ｍｓｎ上与各位同门战友互聊之后，决定在欧锦决赛后的第二天，驻扎在威廉的“私塾”下进行集体训练。“私塾”是华人学子在自家中开堂授课的场所。由此证明威廉的家有私塾的感觉，是集训基地的不二之选。集训在下午开始。抵达他家后，便发现比雕依然还是以那副“毛菇”的模样拼命的啃手册的第一页，不过我对他的脑部运作是保持着绝对的信任，我相信他能在两三天内把手册倒背如流。至于威廉，与他合作一次之后，我也对他保持绝对的信任，因为他算是“啃书慢热型”，至少他一定会在比赛前两天完成基本的工作。按照这样的情况，应该是我负责向他们“审问”的工作，反而劳驾他们浪费时间在我身上。我这时的情况，可以说是进度蛮快的，范围已延伸到第六章的“历史事件”。不过这全都是假象，因为我已渐渐地把首三章的内容给“熔”掉了。我只能自嘲自己太失败了。结果他们所发出的问题炮弹把我给炸得粉身碎骨，无力交加。而且通过欧锦决赛的洗礼，我已疲惫不堪。真惨！！！不过在此我得向这两位仁兄誊清，我当天早回是因为我熬夜看球赛，希望别再以个人的眼光诠释你们的见解。
第二天，也就是拜二，大家各自高挂免战牌，无集训。但我相信大家还会时时地保持对赛事的警觉性。第三天，基本上我大略的将手册内的说有内容给输入在我的人肉电脑里头了。晚上大约九点时分，我们仨约好在居銮的麦当劳集训。我是第二个来到的人，当然威廉是第一个来到的。我们俩先进去闲聊一会，接着我才得知原来居銮的麦当劳也是营业２４个小时的。想不到居銮人的水平也变得高档次了，不过这并非没根据的。自从居銮地王广场开张后，大小娱乐设施也随着变得丰富了，刺激居銮市中心地带的经济蓬勃发展。撇开这个，我们闲聊之后，比雕也随之到来。接着大家便说了一些我们三人知道的话。在这里，我想说的是我的却明白你们当天在说什么，但有些内容还是得必须“过滤”一下才行。。。转入正题，今晚又是我被“审问”的环节。不过我似乎没让战友和自己失望。通过自我约束，把我啃的东西打多了一层底。大家互相“厮杀”了一轮后，忽然肠胃挪动得好厉害，没办法了，花了大概一张红色的纸币，另外两位仁兄亦是如此。接着来个“一心二用”，嘴上挂着食物，手上抬着手册。我承认我不是一心二用的达人，因此我渐渐地感到疲惫不已。哈哈。。也刚好十二点了，大家便暂时分道扬镳了。至于明天要移师到哪个“基地”，见机行事吧！！
今天是星期四了，后天就是大战了。这几天在居銮，我的生活，除了开启那个没得上网的电脑梦游一番之外，就是无所事事的看着电视节目。幸好还有这个比赛让我消磨时间一番，还有剩下十集的“法政先锋2”未看完。认识我的人，都会知道我没有玩games的习惯。因此我就只能把心思全情投入在这比赛上（虽然这样的努力不一定会得到相对的成果，本身已经获得到很多这样的经历）。接着到了晚上，一封来自威廉的信息，向各位报道关于今日集训的事宜。其实我本身的见地就是希望各位能在今天各自把所读到的来个大整理，因为振洲明天下午从南大的“研究所”窜回来为大家五人（包括好搭档育坚）集体总训练。然而比雕也有他的见解，接着我们就这颗问题起了一些争执（关于这争执的内容，就当作只有我们俩人晓得吧！！）。最后大家以一种形式妥协，集训的时间从三个小时缩小为一小时半，剩下的时间来自我过滤。虽然起了争执，不过大家的备战情绪是不被影响的。麻烦的事今天的集训在我家进行，因为我家的唯一一辆车被我老妈开走了，所以只好调这两位仁兄来我家了。集训上，大家还是保持着超级无敌霹雳轻松，保证百分百卫冕成功的心情互相哈拉一番（比赛后就这样的心情产生了后悔之意），就这样三人的集训正式结束，明天便是团队总动员的时刻。送客之后，刚好老妈买了宵夜给我充饥，接着就回到我的床上继续编织我得爽梦。。。。。。
“光阴似箭，寸金难买寸光阴”，这个名句精华早在我开始有记忆时便已深深地烙印在我脑海中。偏偏我算是一个言行不一的人，从我身上浪费的东西不计其数。悲哀。。今天我非常迟起床，为了今天下午在振洲老母的布庄店进行的“脑里大激荡”做做准备。吃了一顿午饭后，就“浩浩荡荡”地扎车到布庄去。十分钟后，到了我非常熟悉的地方。熟悉是因为在振洲在大学未开课之前，我时常到这里跟他哈拉一番，主要还是他的塔罗神功啦，替我那“人海茫茫”的人生启发了不少。一方面我对振洲报持着一定的信任，因此我一旦有个人的烦恼，他会成为我倾述的对象，算是我的好知音吧。所以当进入那充满着“旧报纸发酵味”的小房内，犹如看到了许久未见的老朋友似的。最搞笑的事比雕看到他时便毫无考虑地摸他的脑袋的情景，果然有“黄老总”的气派，被人接客的方式也与众不同。五人一开始便互"聊”一番，最无聊的还是各位就已经肯定卫冕成功而打算草拟一个冠军宣言，尽管如此，我也是这么想！！！接着就是好久没见的学长大哥育坚，样子依然容光焕发，也多了一层人生的历练。然而他第一眼看到我，便说我比以前瘦了。嗯，老实说，我必在英迪念书的那段时间胖了一截。兄弟，你看错了。。这时，大家嘴巴也酸了，认真的时间开始了。黄老总还是喜欢使用那老套却依然实用的“盘问”方式，那就是‘一对一轮盘似发问’。虽然法文的题数是平分的，然而老总偏偏故意考我的智慧，问一些冷门的难题目给我作答，尽管如此，我还是一一地把问题解决了。至少我还有一个长处，就是能背完全国六十间独中的名字，这也算是“爱吾独中”的表现吧！这时，振洲无聊地把那张比赛简章过目一番，怎知道那张简章并不无聊。内容阐明这届的比赛题目是大约两百题，huhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!连振洲也吃惊了（因为他也是第一次看），结果大家便开始臭骂那混帐校友联总，想到这里也有点‘烧’，连我们的手册也适合去年一模一样的，内容未经增删，只是封面的年份似乎用过涂改液改过。起初我们还以为是我们的老总做得鬼，接着他连番否认才平息。。哈哈。。搞笑！！就这样大家被老总shoot了几番！！大家几乎呈现呆滞的状态。接着我们四个人（除了威廉回家吃老饭），到加冕一带的老档口吃咖喱面，只可惜不是摩达咖喱面，不然肯定吃得津津有味。在吃晚餐时，我们主要谈的是老总在自己的部落格上用马来文做文章的威水史，我们其他三人简直不敢当！！同时也谈谈我对钢琴的感想等等。。接着又回到仓库房内继续干活。很多时候老总总是提着那本“风雨激荡一百八十年”向我们说书，让我们吸收不少手册以外的华教知识，百益而无害。直到八点半左右，我们的复习也随之完毕了。原本打算这时叫老总帮帮我算塔罗牌，haiz。。。他竟然没有带塔罗牌回来，浪费我刚才的兴奋。。。跟育坚交换号码后，便回家继续看我的港剧。结果通过了我那坚韧不拔的毅力，一口气看完了最后十集。
我相信做任何东西始有代价的，浪费了将近六个小时，已经半夜两点多了，这时才开始统统将手册内和补充的资料给消化一顿。这时在心想，我这次又得再次熬夜了，自从刚考完考试后，又多一次这样的精神折磨。没办法了，现在才发现我连第一面的补充资料都没看完。哦。。真的来不及了，直接翻着看吧！单单所有补充资料，就把时间给花了将近四个小时。这时已经快早上六点了，我开始像乘着过山车似的重新过目手册内的所有内容。渐渐地从窗外望去，鱼肚白的天空也逐渐转亮。刚好我的手册也完毕了。冲个凉，喝杯咖啡，顿时再次精神抖擞起来。陪大姐和老妈吃一顿丰盛的卤面大餐后，便奔向銮中大门去了（见中育坚还透过简讯问我的行踪）。到了銮中，就去三楼的电脑室找育坚，结果他却在电脑教职员办公室里面。我选择没直接进去找他，而是打手机叫他出来，因为本身不想遇到我高二的级任老师。。先前比雕已联络我，我和育坚便上去四楼的图书馆找他们。一进去资料室对面的总图书库内，便听到振洲发牢骚似地鸟我们的学弟学妹，故意霸占我们起初想用的资料室却不见踪影，看见老总气急败坏的样子，让我觉得銮中的时事队简直就是每况愈下，学术水平也跟着江河日下。。同时泳安传简讯给我说他有事不来参加了，真是的，枉费我的一番好意，不过习惯就好！跟他相处这么久，这种事故已是家常便饭。haiz.....大家话不多说，各自便努力地整理自己的思绪，同时还得听着“黄老总说华教”，他是一边阅读近几年的“华教导报”，一边文人说书。打从一开始，没人能否认振洲的时事才华。说到这里，比雕便开始叙叙他高三时参加南洋商报时事总决赛的情景，他还推荐我向振洲拿他们当时大决赛对吉隆坡中华独钟时的鸟样录影，老实说我是有点好奇想看的，顺便回味一下我无法完成的梦。。从林老鬼的华教故事，道陆庭逾的精彩事迹，接着又可以扯到副首相的强奸案跟安华鸡奸等等，大家谈得不亦乐乎。。就这样消磨了大概两个小时多，便提议到銮中对面的校友联总领取我们的常年杯，为我们即将在赛后召开的“夺冠宣言”招待会上铺路。在此之前，我们还发神经地被手册内的出版工委，没办法啦，我们被那简章所说的两百题给吓坏了。接着，大家先到銮中对面刚开不久的校友联总办公楼内领取常年杯。老实说，当我看到那尊看似欧洲杯的常年杯，我忍不住地亲吻了它一下，每个还以为我发神经，这么肮脏也敢亲！！不过在吻之前，我有将灰尘拨了拨一下的（虽然还是有点肮脏啦）。哎呀，反正也不会拉肚子，干了它吧！！接着到楼下的小食店吃午餐，只可惜我当时真的没胃口，主要还是我心里的压力。达到我预设的目标并非易事。填饱肚子后，大家成群结队地到我们高二的旧教舍，也是今年的比赛场地，做个脑部暖身。这时纵欲看到那群高三的学弟学妹，还带着无精打采的样子前来教舍对面的“浩然”亭。这时我就看他们“聊”振洲（学弟学妹心目中的肉男）一番，连我跟比雕都觉得振洲好凄惨。不过这也证明振洲心地善良，容易相处。就这样，浪费时间一下，便进去了那充满回忆的旧教室里。在此之前，我们五人以设好战略部署，黄老大作第一位，其次比雕、威廉、育坚、我。我特地选择最后一个位子，其实是因为那个位子够通风，够凉爽。这时廖宇圣和卢以心跟其他的学弟一起开玩笑玩耍，好不热闹！这种情景让我好坏年高中的每一段时光，有时还有点后悔提早离开銮中读A-level。接着那位十年如一日的监考uncle协同助理进来，跟我们哈拉一番后，便开始分派考卷。偏偏就是因为我坐在最后一位的原因，在大家开始圈答案时，我还在等那两百题的考卷。这时我便为那位uncle能否拿出手机看时间，毕竟做两百题必须分秒必争，结果他竟以手机也可能作弊为由拒绝了，挖老，我那种样子那里可能作弊呢？？之后当翻开考卷之后，竟然发现我们被周树英（校友联总主席）耍了一顿，翻了几十轮考卷，都只有108题。这时才松口气。考试期间，开始阶段是肯定没问题的，不过到了试卷中间，越来越发现不妥了，打问号的问题比去年的还多，证明课外的在这一届出的比例蛮高的，这时的我只期望我猜的答案能对超过一半。同时最肚烂的就是那位uncle乘大家在专心的作答时，跟另外几位助理捧起我们放在老师桌子上的常年杯，便毫无羞耻般的拿着他叫记者帮他们拍照。喂，我们都还没拿起来拍照讲“夺冠宣言”，你们就扯我们的后腿！！！！接着一小时过了，我真的开始感到疲累。大家全都走出来，第一句话就是：“作莫今年的题目酱难的？？？？”连我们的接班人林志勇学弟都不断地感叹。同时还从他的口中说出，他们今年说参加的校外时事比赛，包括南洋与星州的赛事，所得的奖金完全归校方所有。挖老，这成何体统？？这些荣誉是学生经过不断的努力得来的，怎可以就这样立下条规剥夺学生的福利！？真州第一句话句鼓励学弟们罢赛，连我心中也支持。銮中，自从拿到Iso9001之后，整个管理结构都变得商业化了。真叫人气愤！！过后我们根据去年的惯例，到食堂对照答案。我们六人，包括志勇，不断地在题目旁画问号。我想大家的心里都非常焦虑，一直到对照完毕。我和振洲、比雕都只错一题，威廉错两题，而育坚却错了五题。这些错的题数还没包括课外未知答案的题目。振洲之后变得非常担心，我也一样。原本还想跟威廉比雕他们晚上看电影的，可是我真的非常累，接着回家后便嗷嗷大睡了。。。。。。。。。。
回到新加坡，恢复我的钢琴课后，我间中也自行寻找未知的答案，结果我错了十题吧（其中一题是我翻转了整个网页也没找到的一题）。看了振洲的部落格，他公布我们五人，除了他只错了六题之外，我们都错了十题或以上。不过振洲依然对卫冕保持着信心，因为我们高二的时候也是以这样的情况夺冠。希望如此！可惜我想我的个人全国前三名的目标应该是落空了。尽管如此，我还是在这项比赛中增加了我对华教的知识。也希望我能以后为马来西亚华教出一份绵力。。
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Back to INTI again~~~(last)
Same with previous, but this is my last time coming back to Inti. Only one paper, econ paper 3, was still remaining. So far I agreed Jau Tzer` s invitation that attended their debate discussion. Haha...it `s so fun. I was chit-chatting with them , including few juniors I didnt recognize before, nevertheless, we had played kidding with each other, that was long time I didnt enjoy it. At the same time, I provided some knowledges and suggesstions about their debate topic, which is "The development of Malaysian Chinese Education is subject to the degree of power and authority of Malaysian Chineseness." It`s a quite interesting topic to me. Everybody knows that I am the one of expert of these knowledges. Haha....I am not the wrong person who can help them to solve their difficulties. Wish them success!!
After that, I invited Yee Hang to take dinner with me. We havent met and did one-on-one conversation with each other by long ago. However, it `s also to be the last time we `d get it,because he already went to study at Aussie. Haiz..sad...But anyway, that day we talked many things that can merely be privately understood by us. In this way, I knew he had got to understand my case of retake, and encouraged me to do it well. I `s appreciated to him sincerely, but I felt sorry to him because I cant help the debate team more..At least, our conversation brought us into the past in when I yet studied in Inti. Lastly, we wish good luck with each other and hope see again next time.
The last paper, seemed really not tough to me, just 30 multiple chioce questions inside, I had completed all past year questions and repeatedly revised some points of notes. That`s all..Fortunately, I can really handle most of questions, which are majority copied from past year papers. Afterwards, I finally took my fancied jersey,Toni Italian jersey, the boss still played joke with me sold out all Italian jersey. While he also chatted with me sth about football again, talked from the EURO matches to who is the best of free kick players...haha...Later, he passed me his contact number in order for further transaction..Right , maybe I will book jersey again from him, because his selling jerseys are very worthy..
Although completed all of papers, I must of course be very excited, but in fact its situation was opposite of what I thought before. That day was my last day crossing the bridge, seeing the portrait I enjoyed before and missed now. Unintendedly I saw the RC recruitment processed on concourse. The board of RC were hardworking and put their efforts to recruit many newcomers. At the same time, I saw a familiar look and stood at the bridge to do her task, but I didnt greet to her because its strange feeling was around me as standing there..I rushly left there and taking my candidates number of Marathon , which was introduced by Gary, but in the end they didnt join it...haiz..dropped me off again..However, at last I also didnt join the Marathon,why?????
That night I was invited by Wei Chuan to play futsal at basketball court..Huh?? 2 of us, how to play? He suggested to catch some 'kaki' playing with us in form of team temporarily. Before that, I had jogging by 3 of 4 quarters hour , but I cant resist the temptation of futsal. So?? I tried my 'best' to attend...At the beginning, I saw him wearing his new German jersey,and I didnt wear my new jersey because I prepare to do it as watching match at midnight. Then , there`s so many blacks waiting for available to play. Therefore, our local guys decided to play at the new futsal court, where is my admired place to play since I saw it at the first day I came here. However, the Intimal posts sabortaged us playing at there, despite of yet paying the rental fees. Walao...during studying at Inti, the management looked very lousy, and now was still unchanged.Haiz....No chioce, luckily one of basketball court was being available after the practice of baseball team. Then, we played with other local guys until almost 11pm. We were very tired but promised to watch these 2 matches afterwards.
At midnight, I came out to Bakery shop and sat together watched. Next match we changed the place to Bistro.( The situation of both of matches, I think I dont need to mention lah, everybody knows them). After all matches, it `s almost 4am liao....Do you think I can still be strong to join Marathon on the folllowing day morning?
It`s already 11am when I woke up. Afterwards, I packed my things and said goodbye to Inti. Consequently, I failed to do marathon...Whatever it comes to be, I admitted that now I am missed the hours of when I stayed Inti during exam week. Thanks to Wei Chuan looked for me while I was nothing to do. And appreciated to Jau Tzer offering an accommodation for me temporarily. But I am still regretted for what I didnt invite somebody to take dinner with me individually...............
After that, I invited Yee Hang to take dinner with me. We havent met and did one-on-one conversation with each other by long ago. However, it `s also to be the last time we `d get it,because he already went to study at Aussie. Haiz..sad...But anyway, that day we talked many things that can merely be privately understood by us. In this way, I knew he had got to understand my case of retake, and encouraged me to do it well. I `s appreciated to him sincerely, but I felt sorry to him because I cant help the debate team more..At least, our conversation brought us into the past in when I yet studied in Inti. Lastly, we wish good luck with each other and hope see again next time.
The last paper, seemed really not tough to me, just 30 multiple chioce questions inside, I had completed all past year questions and repeatedly revised some points of notes. That`s all..Fortunately, I can really handle most of questions, which are majority copied from past year papers. Afterwards, I finally took my fancied jersey,Toni Italian jersey, the boss still played joke with me sold out all Italian jersey. While he also chatted with me sth about football again, talked from the EURO matches to who is the best of free kick players...haha...Later, he passed me his contact number in order for further transaction..Right , maybe I will book jersey again from him, because his selling jerseys are very worthy..
Although completed all of papers, I must of course be very excited, but in fact its situation was opposite of what I thought before. That day was my last day crossing the bridge, seeing the portrait I enjoyed before and missed now. Unintendedly I saw the RC recruitment processed on concourse. The board of RC were hardworking and put their efforts to recruit many newcomers. At the same time, I saw a familiar look and stood at the bridge to do her task, but I didnt greet to her because its strange feeling was around me as standing there..I rushly left there and taking my candidates number of Marathon , which was introduced by Gary, but in the end they didnt join it...haiz..dropped me off again..However, at last I also didnt join the Marathon,why?????
That night I was invited by Wei Chuan to play futsal at basketball court..Huh?? 2 of us, how to play? He suggested to catch some 'kaki' playing with us in form of team temporarily. Before that, I had jogging by 3 of 4 quarters hour , but I cant resist the temptation of futsal. So?? I tried my 'best' to attend...At the beginning, I saw him wearing his new German jersey,and I didnt wear my new jersey because I prepare to do it as watching match at midnight. Then , there`s so many blacks waiting for available to play. Therefore, our local guys decided to play at the new futsal court, where is my admired place to play since I saw it at the first day I came here. However, the Intimal posts sabortaged us playing at there, despite of yet paying the rental fees. Walao...during studying at Inti, the management looked very lousy, and now was still unchanged.Haiz....No chioce, luckily one of basketball court was being available after the practice of baseball team. Then, we played with other local guys until almost 11pm. We were very tired but promised to watch these 2 matches afterwards.
At midnight, I came out to Bakery shop and sat together watched. Next match we changed the place to Bistro.( The situation of both of matches, I think I dont need to mention lah, everybody knows them). After all matches, it `s almost 4am liao....Do you think I can still be strong to join Marathon on the folllowing day morning?
It`s already 11am when I woke up. Afterwards, I packed my things and said goodbye to Inti. Consequently, I failed to do marathon...Whatever it comes to be, I admitted that now I am missed the hours of when I stayed Inti during exam week. Thanks to Wei Chuan looked for me while I was nothing to do. And appreciated to Jau Tzer offering an accommodation for me temporarily. But I am still regretted for what I didnt invite somebody to take dinner with me individually...............
Back to INTI again~~~(more)
The third exam week, the horrow week, will coming soon. I must complete 6 crucial papers within 4 days, such as 2 A2 Math paper, 3 econ papers and 1 biz paper. At the same time, I need to resist the temptation of EURO 2008 broadcasts totally, otherwise my efforts might be wasted.
Since no bus service is available going to Seremban, many passagers have to purchase railway ticket to satisfice their needs. I also must be the one of them. By this reason, The tickets has been sold out already. Only solution recommended by the ticket seller is that buying a ticket going to Tampin. What does it mean? It means I have to secretly take this train going to Seremban by paying less official fee. And how do I avoid the ticket check-in inside as reaching at Tampin station? It`d be a point needed to bear in mind, therefore I tried a way to solve it, in which I deliberately went into toilet while check-in was in progress. Consequently , I was success to escape their defence and arrived at Seremban. This time I brought many things, which was doubled to previous one, because I had to stay Inti with 5 1/2 days. Appreciated to Jau Tzer again, I could go into his unit conviniently due to giving me a spare keys. Before that, I met Gary, Eric and Mickey at food shop coincidently. Haha...They brought me visitting their apartment rooms, as well as playing their Fifa 2008 game. In order to prepare to my Econ paper 4 exam on second day, I just sat there awhile and went back to Jau Tzer `s home. Arranging my things, I rushly started to revise the econ notes repeatedly. I realized that last time I didnt get better on econ because I didnt pay efforts on it and I put the blanks on big part of my answer booklet. I dislike having same mistake again, these`s why I looked it up this time. I was not tempted by anything and just revising and revising until stopped at midnight of bathtime. After a 2 hour nap, I bought 2 tins of RedBull to supplement my stamina and energy , intending to revise through a midnight. Actually, I like the topic about macro-econ that let me more interested in researching the concepts and theories. And in fact, I prefer econ and math lah..But the previous result cant be proven it well..
Time was running too fast. On 7am, I began to do some final analysis how to strike higher marks for every questions by using my knowledges I got. It is very important, at least I must totally finish 3 of essay questions, which contains 25 marks equally. Hehe..since I stayed with Jau Tzer together, I got to know he also likes to over-sleeping....shih.....Later, almost noon, I prayed the buddha by the short moment. After taking bath, I went to exam centre, a familiar place, and began to relaxed myself. At the same time, I wished to meet Mr.Yee, nice econ lecturer, but I failed to achieve it. Then, I suddenly made clear that he is transferred to another faculty already. Never mind, concentrated on my exam first, everytime is convinience to let me do it. Through 3 papers taken, I was able to accommodate to face the A-level juniors yet and did exam together. It`s not easy leh...need to bear the shame of me..After exam, I could yet have my lunch by 5pm. It looks like abusing myself, but no alternative I can do...
Later, I had to hurrily to cope with my A2 P.math paper.By the reason of over dealing with econ and biz, my actual preparation hours of P.math was only 16 hours( including sacrificed my sleeping hours)...No way out!!!!!!!!!!! I bought RedBull again, because coffee is less effect for me. I began to worry about progress of P.math, recalling the unforgetable things in my mind, in how I failed to cope with my A2 statistics last time. Do you know? Last time I only got 15 hours for revision of it. After that, I cried alone and realized that I must failed to get A in Math. I dropped down on the last step to success. I knew this time I thought I would unable to finish all the questions again like previous,so I tried to stirke some important questions and sub-questions during exam. Fortunately, I got a best basic knowledges accumulated by last time preparation. But after this, at the first thing, I must sleep at least 5 or 6 hours. On my luck, the following day was Biz study paper 2. I can put my pressure down and save my memory space..hehe..
Until Friday, that Biz study paper 2 and 2 AS econ papers had been taken up, I can describe that my position was still on better, at least I can complete all questions with my detailed answers...Hurray...I thought it is my first time that can do like that on A-level exam.
During this week, I had to cross the bridge everytime if I want to go academic building. Therefore, I can see many activities available on the concourse side, the clubbing guys and girls were very hardworking to fulfill their responsibilities. Seeing these portraits, my memories was being recalled successively, about how I did my clubbing and what I enjoyed inside previously. At the same time, I met some familiar looks at there, just greeting awhile loh, which was of course I must do it. Haha..my feeling was so good...but something I cant get back again....Let bygones and bygones....Moreover that, I began to feel that I was gradually unable to accommodate the K.L life, that maybe I had staying in S`pore with 7 months. I got habit on the S`pore cultures, social and language. And suddenly I cant speak simple Malay to boss of mamak stalls...haha...quite sad, as Malaysian, I almost forgot how to speak Malay..
Initially, I decided to go back Klg at Sat. Due to my lazy and exhaustion, I intended to postpone it until next Monday, after taking BIG Biz Study paper 3. However, at the first thing, I had to wash my dirty clothes I wore before, of course by using Jau Tzer`s washing machine. Haha..How convinience!!! Afterwards, Jau Tzer and me watched movie, Ah long PTE, that is a nice movie I recommended. And watched another western movie, it `s unknown to me lah...I rarely watch Hollywood movie...By the way, during this weekend, I loosed myself and decreased my extent of revision. Luckily, I had no boring because of getting talk with Jau Tzer as tired of my revisions. But actually I really dislike one of his roomates, haiz...his shit face looked like a scumbag...Fuck...
Since I stayed there, I can get more further of Jau Tzer and he also recognized me more. At least some cases that happenned long time ago we also talked it. Suddenly some of sensitive topics I wouldnt get worried to discuss with him.( that also been discussed with Wei Chuan).
Nevertheless, I attended the Inti Street Party and Debate team discussion of their National Debate Competition at the first week. Erm.....I just walked the party with a short moment. My comment is okay, too crowd, but the girl dancing was very nice lah...hehe...
Although I wanted to go back on Monday, I was too tired after tough Biz Study paper 3, I droppped my decision off. However, I can get the chance to watch EURO 2008,hurray!!!!!That day got France vs Romania and Italy vs Netherlands, I just watched live broadcast of France vs Romania with Wei Chuan and his gf..Haiz....it`s too boring, goalless...but I didnt watch Italian match because of tired.. I checked the Livescore website at the following day morning, Opps....it`s 3-0, which is not 3 goals by Italians, is by Hollands...Oh my god.....Later, I went to handle my Inti account overdraft, and then I saw a jersey stall opened at beside of cafe. I just took a look there, but the jerseys are so real and its cutting is perfect. Then , I booked a Italian jersey, which is printed by name of Toni. Nevrtheless, I didnt want to pay deposit to the boss, afraid of cheated, as a result, the boss agreed and helped me to book the jersey. The boss is just older 3 years than me. We talked many about football..haha...I think maybe I will try to be jersey supplier if I fail my studies....Then, I took lunch and unintendedly watched the repeat match of Italy vs Holland(I dont want to describe my feeling after watching this match).But Buffon is very nice!!! Roughly afternoon, I went back to Klg through Seremban and Malacca............
Since no bus service is available going to Seremban, many passagers have to purchase railway ticket to satisfice their needs. I also must be the one of them. By this reason, The tickets has been sold out already. Only solution recommended by the ticket seller is that buying a ticket going to Tampin. What does it mean? It means I have to secretly take this train going to Seremban by paying less official fee. And how do I avoid the ticket check-in inside as reaching at Tampin station? It`d be a point needed to bear in mind, therefore I tried a way to solve it, in which I deliberately went into toilet while check-in was in progress. Consequently , I was success to escape their defence and arrived at Seremban. This time I brought many things, which was doubled to previous one, because I had to stay Inti with 5 1/2 days. Appreciated to Jau Tzer again, I could go into his unit conviniently due to giving me a spare keys. Before that, I met Gary, Eric and Mickey at food shop coincidently. Haha...They brought me visitting their apartment rooms, as well as playing their Fifa 2008 game. In order to prepare to my Econ paper 4 exam on second day, I just sat there awhile and went back to Jau Tzer `s home. Arranging my things, I rushly started to revise the econ notes repeatedly. I realized that last time I didnt get better on econ because I didnt pay efforts on it and I put the blanks on big part of my answer booklet. I dislike having same mistake again, these`s why I looked it up this time. I was not tempted by anything and just revising and revising until stopped at midnight of bathtime. After a 2 hour nap, I bought 2 tins of RedBull to supplement my stamina and energy , intending to revise through a midnight. Actually, I like the topic about macro-econ that let me more interested in researching the concepts and theories. And in fact, I prefer econ and math lah..But the previous result cant be proven it well..
Time was running too fast. On 7am, I began to do some final analysis how to strike higher marks for every questions by using my knowledges I got. It is very important, at least I must totally finish 3 of essay questions, which contains 25 marks equally. Hehe..since I stayed with Jau Tzer together, I got to know he also likes to over-sleeping....shih.....Later, almost noon, I prayed the buddha by the short moment. After taking bath, I went to exam centre, a familiar place, and began to relaxed myself. At the same time, I wished to meet Mr.Yee, nice econ lecturer, but I failed to achieve it. Then, I suddenly made clear that he is transferred to another faculty already. Never mind, concentrated on my exam first, everytime is convinience to let me do it. Through 3 papers taken, I was able to accommodate to face the A-level juniors yet and did exam together. It`s not easy leh...need to bear the shame of me..After exam, I could yet have my lunch by 5pm. It looks like abusing myself, but no alternative I can do...
Later, I had to hurrily to cope with my A2 P.math paper.By the reason of over dealing with econ and biz, my actual preparation hours of P.math was only 16 hours( including sacrificed my sleeping hours)...No way out!!!!!!!!!!! I bought RedBull again, because coffee is less effect for me. I began to worry about progress of P.math, recalling the unforgetable things in my mind, in how I failed to cope with my A2 statistics last time. Do you know? Last time I only got 15 hours for revision of it. After that, I cried alone and realized that I must failed to get A in Math. I dropped down on the last step to success. I knew this time I thought I would unable to finish all the questions again like previous,so I tried to stirke some important questions and sub-questions during exam. Fortunately, I got a best basic knowledges accumulated by last time preparation. But after this, at the first thing, I must sleep at least 5 or 6 hours. On my luck, the following day was Biz study paper 2. I can put my pressure down and save my memory space..hehe..
Until Friday, that Biz study paper 2 and 2 AS econ papers had been taken up, I can describe that my position was still on better, at least I can complete all questions with my detailed answers...Hurray...I thought it is my first time that can do like that on A-level exam.
During this week, I had to cross the bridge everytime if I want to go academic building. Therefore, I can see many activities available on the concourse side, the clubbing guys and girls were very hardworking to fulfill their responsibilities. Seeing these portraits, my memories was being recalled successively, about how I did my clubbing and what I enjoyed inside previously. At the same time, I met some familiar looks at there, just greeting awhile loh, which was of course I must do it. Haha..my feeling was so good...but something I cant get back again....Let bygones and bygones....Moreover that, I began to feel that I was gradually unable to accommodate the K.L life, that maybe I had staying in S`pore with 7 months. I got habit on the S`pore cultures, social and language. And suddenly I cant speak simple Malay to boss of mamak stalls...haha...quite sad, as Malaysian, I almost forgot how to speak Malay..
Initially, I decided to go back Klg at Sat. Due to my lazy and exhaustion, I intended to postpone it until next Monday, after taking BIG Biz Study paper 3. However, at the first thing, I had to wash my dirty clothes I wore before, of course by using Jau Tzer`s washing machine. Haha..How convinience!!! Afterwards, Jau Tzer and me watched movie, Ah long PTE, that is a nice movie I recommended. And watched another western movie, it `s unknown to me lah...I rarely watch Hollywood movie...By the way, during this weekend, I loosed myself and decreased my extent of revision. Luckily, I had no boring because of getting talk with Jau Tzer as tired of my revisions. But actually I really dislike one of his roomates, haiz...his shit face looked like a scumbag...Fuck...
Since I stayed there, I can get more further of Jau Tzer and he also recognized me more. At least some cases that happenned long time ago we also talked it. Suddenly some of sensitive topics I wouldnt get worried to discuss with him.( that also been discussed with Wei Chuan).
Nevertheless, I attended the Inti Street Party and Debate team discussion of their National Debate Competition at the first week. Erm.....I just walked the party with a short moment. My comment is okay, too crowd, but the girl dancing was very nice lah...hehe...
Although I wanted to go back on Monday, I was too tired after tough Biz Study paper 3, I droppped my decision off. However, I can get the chance to watch EURO 2008,hurray!!!!!That day got France vs Romania and Italy vs Netherlands, I just watched live broadcast of France vs Romania with Wei Chuan and his gf..Haiz....it`s too boring, goalless...but I didnt watch Italian match because of tired.. I checked the Livescore website at the following day morning, Opps....it`s 3-0, which is not 3 goals by Italians, is by Hollands...Oh my god.....Later, I went to handle my Inti account overdraft, and then I saw a jersey stall opened at beside of cafe. I just took a look there, but the jerseys are so real and its cutting is perfect. Then , I booked a Italian jersey, which is printed by name of Toni. Nevrtheless, I didnt want to pay deposit to the boss, afraid of cheated, as a result, the boss agreed and helped me to book the jersey. The boss is just older 3 years than me. We talked many about football..haha...I think maybe I will try to be jersey supplier if I fail my studies....Then, I took lunch and unintendedly watched the repeat match of Italy vs Holland(I dont want to describe my feeling after watching this match).But Buffon is very nice!!! Roughly afternoon, I went back to Klg through Seremban and Malacca............
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Back to INTI again~~~(continued)
The second exam week, there was nothing special happenned. I merely stayed Tzer`s home with 2 days owing to one subject taken, Statistics. I only can say that this week is very relaxed to me.
However, when I thought its feeling could be maintained until next peak exam week, one thing I faced was occurred at the same day. My mum had went back to hometown, so I definitely had to go back to relax myself. It maybe related to the reason of hot weather in S`pore. I cant bear the climate without air-con facility by long time. So I prefer to choose going back to hometown rather than S`pore. Nevertheless, I didnt get the reward of which I chose partly or totally. When I reached Seremban Bus Terminal 1, I of course get confirmed to purchase the bus ticket going to Klg. It may be a coincidence on weekend after I failed to enquire from several counters. But when all counters had been getting nothing to me, I can just explain that I am a foolish guy. What happenned to me? Since I left Inti, no bus companies offer the transport route between Klg and Seremban. Alamak!!!!! Therefore, I ultimately chose to take bus going to Malacca first with struggling, it `s 7pm already. I was very nervous because of scary of non-transportation fetched me back. My panic was continued until reached to Malacca Sentral. I rushed into the bus terminal and asked for a 'permission' bringing me back to Klg. Orkid...S & S... Transnational... all of them judged me a death penalty. No tickets were unavailable. "The last timing is 9.30pm" , its statement is displayed onto the board of counters. I began to get more and more worried. Afterwards, I went to taxi stand asked for bringing to the nearest railway station. However, most of taxi uncles purposely pushed the fare higher and higher, there was useless for bargaining. Fainted down as I knew the fare is Rm65 to Rm80. After discussed with mum, I decided not to pay my loss to the 'blood zombies'. But anyway, at least I enhanced my extent of general knowledge, Tampin is the nearest station I could get, wah....so surprise...haha..
However, I was suddenly desperated, even mum was also unable to bring me back on her own. Haiz...I considerred staying at the Bus Terminal through a whole midnight is the alternative that I must take up. No choice lah....it was a sad case. So then I picked up my bag back to the bus alighting board tiredly.There was 11pm roughly. I took an entertainment magazine bought at Seremban ,The YEAH chinese magazine, which can be seen as a consolation for me. Good... it helped me to waste almost 2 hours meaningfully.
The clock pin was turned to 1am. The crowding was become less and less. There was less busybody straying around outside. The weather was turned to be cooler. Only the moonlight was still shining onto the Kota Melaka after a heavy raining was gone. Few countable groups of passangers were waiting for their transports on the benches outside. I was willingly to be one of these parties enjoyed the midnight atmosphere. The streets have been polished by the rains and the portrait of the city was reflected onto the wets. I was being blown by the cool wind gradually.
Roughly 30 minutes was gone. I was still sitting on the bench outside, repeatly reading my magazine. I thought it was my first time fully read all of contents of it. I could completely realize what the real feel of boring is. All right, I decided to strike to recognize the whole layout of the bazaar. According to my memory, there has almost 40+ bus companies` counters in the bus hall, as well as consists of many kinds of commercial units, such as fast food restaurants, fashion shops, internet cafe, souvenir shops and etc. I just strayed around the bazaar to take a look. This building is very huge, then I read a momentum planted outside of bazaar, stated that its plan is created by the Malacca chief minister based on his human spirit, and was encouraged by the former Prime Minister, Tun Dr.Mahathir Mohammad, this`s why it can be successfully built up at the centre of Kota Melaka, so that it become the largest terminal centre in Malaysia, recorded on the list of Malaysia Records. Well, due to the large dimension of building, I came back to the bus hall, but several buses arrived there by the last timing, or maybe seemed as delayed. Afterwards, more people have left the bus hall away. Including me, just 6 persons were never leaving from there. Haha...chinese ghost festival hasnt started yet, so I didnt need to worry about them...```
Initially, I intended to do revision at elsewhere inside the central, but nowhere is probably suitable for me. However, suddenly a guard came towards 6 of us, looked like getting us lost there. He spoke a lot of Malay without interuptions, made me fainted.(dont misunderstand that I dont know Malay language, because he spoke too fast, hard to catch up!!!). At least I understood I must get lost..haha..At the same time, 2 english-speaking Indian guys asked me what he was talking about. Aiyo...if I understood, I didnt need to stunned awhile. But anyway, we are same, dislike speaking Malay after getting to know through conversation with them. Then we together went to taxi station for having a rest. No bed..no pillow...never mind, using my bag as pillow, just took a nap loh...Nevertheless, I was able to sleep 2 hours approximately without any sense. I woke up because of no air-con or fan, there was too hot!!!!Even the automatic doors of the bazaar had been manualized already, need to push it out by your own. I took my notes going to mamak stall continued my revision. What the hell!!!! Not over 10 minutes, one guard turned all lights and fans off..haiz....forget it! Roughly it was almost 5am, I went to 7-11 shop again. I thought it was not the second time going there, maybe got few times. There`s no choice, only one shop is opened by 24 hours, which is 7-11. Changing syillings, buying some chocolates and snacks, blewing by air-con, all of them were finished inside. Even the malay cashier might recognize my look unintendedly. My bound of activity had been limited within the Sentral. Almost 50 minutes later, it `s 6am already. I was so hungry, but I tried to bear the sorrow up, because my wallet just consisted of S`pore dollars, no more Ringgits(excluding the prepare of purchasing bus ticket fare and few bucks for self-purpose). At least, I finally saw a little bit of brightness on the sky, meant the morning will be soon). Then I heard some weak noise from a far distance. I tended to go outside to view the scene of city. I walked the pedestrian bridge slowly. It `s very long compared to others. I purposely went up and stood at the center of bridge, taking relaxed by enjoying wind and listening bird`s chicking. It `s long time I didnt take relaxed like this. Then, I checked where the noise I heard passed just now from. Ooo...The hypermarket, Mydin, had been started bussiness at 6. After visitting the bridge, I walked to there with attention. Some Malay mamak stalls were opened and few crowds were being appeared around outside of Mydin on me. I just took a look inside, but I discoverred something that is unbelievable to me. The fashion department of Mydin got selling football jerseys, such as my beloved team Juventus, ManU, The Gunners, Inter and other famous clubs. Moreover that, some players ` names are printed on the jerseys. Its price is very cheap, that is only rm28. However, I didnt have any pocket money. Gave up! I came back to bus hall by almost 6:45am. Fortunately, I got enough bucks for ticket, so that I took a breakfast at McDonald. Haha....I ate the Sarapan set meal...Yummy...
Afterwards, I finally waited the S & S counter starting its business, that I definitely became its first customer that day. I was so touched as looking the bus ticket on my hand. Ok loh...now is 7:45am, bought a newspaper, it is my habitat. Then I was very excited when the bus departed. 20 minutes later, I checked-in my ticket and went back to Klg by this bus. I was too exhausted, as well as my spirit had been fully destroyed and abused. I slept without any feelings in bus until reached to Klg.
Even though I experienced a 'horrow' adventure, I visited the largest Sentral and learnt something regarding of how to accommodate the unintended changes, which is important to me.
However, when I thought its feeling could be maintained until next peak exam week, one thing I faced was occurred at the same day. My mum had went back to hometown, so I definitely had to go back to relax myself. It maybe related to the reason of hot weather in S`pore. I cant bear the climate without air-con facility by long time. So I prefer to choose going back to hometown rather than S`pore. Nevertheless, I didnt get the reward of which I chose partly or totally. When I reached Seremban Bus Terminal 1, I of course get confirmed to purchase the bus ticket going to Klg. It may be a coincidence on weekend after I failed to enquire from several counters. But when all counters had been getting nothing to me, I can just explain that I am a foolish guy. What happenned to me? Since I left Inti, no bus companies offer the transport route between Klg and Seremban. Alamak!!!!! Therefore, I ultimately chose to take bus going to Malacca first with struggling, it `s 7pm already. I was very nervous because of scary of non-transportation fetched me back. My panic was continued until reached to Malacca Sentral. I rushed into the bus terminal and asked for a 'permission' bringing me back to Klg. Orkid...S & S... Transnational... all of them judged me a death penalty. No tickets were unavailable. "The last timing is 9.30pm" , its statement is displayed onto the board of counters. I began to get more and more worried. Afterwards, I went to taxi stand asked for bringing to the nearest railway station. However, most of taxi uncles purposely pushed the fare higher and higher, there was useless for bargaining. Fainted down as I knew the fare is Rm65 to Rm80. After discussed with mum, I decided not to pay my loss to the 'blood zombies'. But anyway, at least I enhanced my extent of general knowledge, Tampin is the nearest station I could get, wah....so surprise...haha..
However, I was suddenly desperated, even mum was also unable to bring me back on her own. Haiz...I considerred staying at the Bus Terminal through a whole midnight is the alternative that I must take up. No choice lah....it was a sad case. So then I picked up my bag back to the bus alighting board tiredly.There was 11pm roughly. I took an entertainment magazine bought at Seremban ,The YEAH chinese magazine, which can be seen as a consolation for me. Good... it helped me to waste almost 2 hours meaningfully.
The clock pin was turned to 1am. The crowding was become less and less. There was less busybody straying around outside. The weather was turned to be cooler. Only the moonlight was still shining onto the Kota Melaka after a heavy raining was gone. Few countable groups of passangers were waiting for their transports on the benches outside. I was willingly to be one of these parties enjoyed the midnight atmosphere. The streets have been polished by the rains and the portrait of the city was reflected onto the wets. I was being blown by the cool wind gradually.
Roughly 30 minutes was gone. I was still sitting on the bench outside, repeatly reading my magazine. I thought it was my first time fully read all of contents of it. I could completely realize what the real feel of boring is. All right, I decided to strike to recognize the whole layout of the bazaar. According to my memory, there has almost 40+ bus companies` counters in the bus hall, as well as consists of many kinds of commercial units, such as fast food restaurants, fashion shops, internet cafe, souvenir shops and etc. I just strayed around the bazaar to take a look. This building is very huge, then I read a momentum planted outside of bazaar, stated that its plan is created by the Malacca chief minister based on his human spirit, and was encouraged by the former Prime Minister, Tun Dr.Mahathir Mohammad, this`s why it can be successfully built up at the centre of Kota Melaka, so that it become the largest terminal centre in Malaysia, recorded on the list of Malaysia Records. Well, due to the large dimension of building, I came back to the bus hall, but several buses arrived there by the last timing, or maybe seemed as delayed. Afterwards, more people have left the bus hall away. Including me, just 6 persons were never leaving from there. Haha...chinese ghost festival hasnt started yet, so I didnt need to worry about them...```
Initially, I intended to do revision at elsewhere inside the central, but nowhere is probably suitable for me. However, suddenly a guard came towards 6 of us, looked like getting us lost there. He spoke a lot of Malay without interuptions, made me fainted.(dont misunderstand that I dont know Malay language, because he spoke too fast, hard to catch up!!!). At least I understood I must get lost..haha..At the same time, 2 english-speaking Indian guys asked me what he was talking about. Aiyo...if I understood, I didnt need to stunned awhile. But anyway, we are same, dislike speaking Malay after getting to know through conversation with them. Then we together went to taxi station for having a rest. No bed..no pillow...never mind, using my bag as pillow, just took a nap loh...Nevertheless, I was able to sleep 2 hours approximately without any sense. I woke up because of no air-con or fan, there was too hot!!!!Even the automatic doors of the bazaar had been manualized already, need to push it out by your own. I took my notes going to mamak stall continued my revision. What the hell!!!! Not over 10 minutes, one guard turned all lights and fans off..haiz....forget it! Roughly it was almost 5am, I went to 7-11 shop again. I thought it was not the second time going there, maybe got few times. There`s no choice, only one shop is opened by 24 hours, which is 7-11. Changing syillings, buying some chocolates and snacks, blewing by air-con, all of them were finished inside. Even the malay cashier might recognize my look unintendedly. My bound of activity had been limited within the Sentral. Almost 50 minutes later, it `s 6am already. I was so hungry, but I tried to bear the sorrow up, because my wallet just consisted of S`pore dollars, no more Ringgits(excluding the prepare of purchasing bus ticket fare and few bucks for self-purpose). At least, I finally saw a little bit of brightness on the sky, meant the morning will be soon). Then I heard some weak noise from a far distance. I tended to go outside to view the scene of city. I walked the pedestrian bridge slowly. It `s very long compared to others. I purposely went up and stood at the center of bridge, taking relaxed by enjoying wind and listening bird`s chicking. It `s long time I didnt take relaxed like this. Then, I checked where the noise I heard passed just now from. Ooo...The hypermarket, Mydin, had been started bussiness at 6. After visitting the bridge, I walked to there with attention. Some Malay mamak stalls were opened and few crowds were being appeared around outside of Mydin on me. I just took a look inside, but I discoverred something that is unbelievable to me. The fashion department of Mydin got selling football jerseys, such as my beloved team Juventus, ManU, The Gunners, Inter and other famous clubs. Moreover that, some players ` names are printed on the jerseys. Its price is very cheap, that is only rm28. However, I didnt have any pocket money. Gave up! I came back to bus hall by almost 6:45am. Fortunately, I got enough bucks for ticket, so that I took a breakfast at McDonald. Haha....I ate the Sarapan set meal...Yummy...
Afterwards, I finally waited the S & S counter starting its business, that I definitely became its first customer that day. I was so touched as looking the bus ticket on my hand. Ok loh...now is 7:45am, bought a newspaper, it is my habitat. Then I was very excited when the bus departed. 20 minutes later, I checked-in my ticket and went back to Klg by this bus. I was too exhausted, as well as my spirit had been fully destroyed and abused. I slept without any feelings in bus until reached to Klg.
Even though I experienced a 'horrow' adventure, I visited the largest Sentral and learnt something regarding of how to accommodate the unintended changes, which is important to me.
Back to INTI again~~~
A ringtone of Angela Zhang `s song was ringing around me, oo...I afterwards realized that the combat was 1 day to coming soon by the noise of alarm. When I opened my blurred eyes, I felt I had enjoyed a happy working hours of the last month since I was transferred to headquarters office, there are many good colleagues, maybe looked as friends, treating me nicely...Thanks to Guanyin...After this, I have to face my retake exam.
Goodbye to my mum, then I must bring a lot of things such as Biz studies and Math textbooks, clothes and other neccessties. Initially I could reach to Inti by 7pm approximately, haiz....wat`s it on earth??I took a 'pirate' bus, very dirty inside and every passagers need to wait until get full the whole bus, wherever the destination is how far....
Appreciated my intelligence, I informed Jau Tzer regarding of my place on this period before I reach there. At the same time, I have to attend Wei Chuan `s invitation, which is a badminton gathering, consisting of few debate team members...Oh my goodness, I came here because of exam. How am I able to seperate me into 2 parts paid for 2 independent stuff....? There is no choice, that I went to attend it. After stepped into MPH, I was just familiar with few peoples, who are Yee Hang, Wei Chuan, Jau Tzer and Dr.Koh..That` s all...Haiz...I thought nowadays is not belonged to me...But anyway, I felt pleased to meet them.It had been a long time!! Just an hour wasted, I was rushed going back to Tzer`s apartment unit and revising the past year papers...
Fortunately, I got a fully preparation of paper 1 of Biz Studies before...Just full prepared to paper 1, not the whole pack of Biz Study exam.....However, I often enjoyed the atmosphere around the campus..I breathed the air...I got back the feeling I had before....The unit is at 5th floor, that`s why I dint feel hot and sweatty...A good revision environment given to me, I must cherish it more..
The second day, I finally came into the exam centre again...then, Mr.Chen, my ex-Biz study lecturer, walked around there. Actually, I was embarassed to him and how to greet him awhile. But at least I didnt hesitate to do it...After that, my first paper was started. Erm...I dont wish to write any comments about my 11 papers....Any comments are not appeared on every posts of blog onwards...
Afterwards, I went to buy some foods from Bistro palma, I missed them so much, do u know? The supplement stuff that I hope to fulfill is to let me enjoying many delicious foods around Inti again ...Yummy....Then, I have to deal with my AS math on the way... After taking this paper, I had a little loose because my next paper, statistics, will be started at next Friday, so meant the second exam week is just consist of 1 AS paper.
Before this, I got sth that can be written here. That night after math paper, I was bored and called Chuan for supper together as well as like to chatting with him lah..There is long time not to do it. But actually he was looked reluctant to come out with me due to accompany with his gf (apologize to u first but it isnt my wrong, dun blame me!), so we decide to take supper at INTI caffe..Haha, I think it is good choice because the Tom Yam chicken noodles soup is very delicious. Then, we chat a lots. However, the most important thing I have to mention is to tell him my objective of coming INTI, he was shocked and fastly to be normal..I explained my current position to him, I think he agree my decision. My reason I told him is exhaustion of keeping secret and he is my one of best friend. All right, except this, I got conversation about other issue with him...........s....e....c...r....e.....t..........................But in the end, I felt like getting sth released after chit-chating.
At friday, 23rd May morning, I went back to S`pore hurrily....Next week thursday, I would go back again~~~~~~:(
Goodbye to my mum, then I must bring a lot of things such as Biz studies and Math textbooks, clothes and other neccessties. Initially I could reach to Inti by 7pm approximately, haiz....wat`s it on earth??I took a 'pirate' bus, very dirty inside and every passagers need to wait until get full the whole bus, wherever the destination is how far....
Appreciated my intelligence, I informed Jau Tzer regarding of my place on this period before I reach there. At the same time, I have to attend Wei Chuan `s invitation, which is a badminton gathering, consisting of few debate team members...Oh my goodness, I came here because of exam. How am I able to seperate me into 2 parts paid for 2 independent stuff....? There is no choice, that I went to attend it. After stepped into MPH, I was just familiar with few peoples, who are Yee Hang, Wei Chuan, Jau Tzer and Dr.Koh..That` s all...Haiz...I thought nowadays is not belonged to me...But anyway, I felt pleased to meet them.It had been a long time!! Just an hour wasted, I was rushed going back to Tzer`s apartment unit and revising the past year papers...
Fortunately, I got a fully preparation of paper 1 of Biz Studies before...Just full prepared to paper 1, not the whole pack of Biz Study exam.....However, I often enjoyed the atmosphere around the campus..I breathed the air...I got back the feeling I had before....The unit is at 5th floor, that`s why I dint feel hot and sweatty...A good revision environment given to me, I must cherish it more..
The second day, I finally came into the exam centre again...then, Mr.Chen, my ex-Biz study lecturer, walked around there. Actually, I was embarassed to him and how to greet him awhile. But at least I didnt hesitate to do it...After that, my first paper was started. Erm...I dont wish to write any comments about my 11 papers....Any comments are not appeared on every posts of blog onwards...
Afterwards, I went to buy some foods from Bistro palma, I missed them so much, do u know? The supplement stuff that I hope to fulfill is to let me enjoying many delicious foods around Inti again ...Yummy....Then, I have to deal with my AS math on the way... After taking this paper, I had a little loose because my next paper, statistics, will be started at next Friday, so meant the second exam week is just consist of 1 AS paper.
Before this, I got sth that can be written here. That night after math paper, I was bored and called Chuan for supper together as well as like to chatting with him lah..There is long time not to do it. But actually he was looked reluctant to come out with me due to accompany with his gf (apologize to u first but it isnt my wrong, dun blame me!), so we decide to take supper at INTI caffe..Haha, I think it is good choice because the Tom Yam chicken noodles soup is very delicious. Then, we chat a lots. However, the most important thing I have to mention is to tell him my objective of coming INTI, he was shocked and fastly to be normal..I explained my current position to him, I think he agree my decision. My reason I told him is exhaustion of keeping secret and he is my one of best friend. All right, except this, I got conversation about other issue with him...........s....e....c...r....e.....t..........................But in the end, I felt like getting sth released after chit-chating.
At friday, 23rd May morning, I went back to S`pore hurrily....Next week thursday, I would go back again~~~~~~:(
I am serious against it...
I got several crucial factors explained why I considerred to retake.
1 . There is less by 10% or even lower to zero percentage of getting an offer letter from any one of 3 S`pore public unis, that can be looked as reality. Let` s say I am indeed rejected, I will be doomed. I dont wish to imagine such portrait in where I have no school. I prefer to bet my young as a gambling chip for the retake.
2 . I wish to create another opportunity for me proving my study ability by my own way. In fact, I confirmed that its task is so tough that maybe unable to reach the target I aimed, as well as somebody may look me strange in this way I think. But in the case, I dont need to care other`s eyesights against me. Just do it in the right way!That`s all....
3 . If I hold this result to apply the vacancies, certainly I will not get any benefits and advantages, such as good course offerred or loans and scholarship, I think somebody knows that my financial status is not better and still below the confortably standard.
4 . The time scale is also one of consideration. By the conservative mind, its tactic could lead me to waste time for doing meaningless one due to the postpone to my study timing probably. By the alternative way, it can be seemed a good long-term investment, because I may success to reach it without any delayed, meant I still can report in with other similar students at the same time, even though it is not guaranteed.
5 . It is my one of secret, that will be unkeept from my side, I want to fly to UK studying in my vain. At the beginning in Inti life, I decided to study LLB because of good study environment in UK admired by me, and I failed to continue it by the case of difficulty of law subject. I gave up it but I still havent threw my dream away. I dont capture this chance kept into my hand easily.
During the revision and exam period, I often kept it as my secret, just told to few best friends, so now I want to apologize to other good friends that made some inconviniences in this case. It is because I dont hope it to be a gossip talking around my side and influence my concentration on revision. Then, I need to make it clear here now. If somebody who study in Inti saw me around the campus unintendedly during the A-level exam period, you were not blurred , because I was there to take exam. :)
1 . There is less by 10% or even lower to zero percentage of getting an offer letter from any one of 3 S`pore public unis, that can be looked as reality. Let` s say I am indeed rejected, I will be doomed. I dont wish to imagine such portrait in where I have no school. I prefer to bet my young as a gambling chip for the retake.
2 . I wish to create another opportunity for me proving my study ability by my own way. In fact, I confirmed that its task is so tough that maybe unable to reach the target I aimed, as well as somebody may look me strange in this way I think. But in the case, I dont need to care other`s eyesights against me. Just do it in the right way!That`s all....
3 . If I hold this result to apply the vacancies, certainly I will not get any benefits and advantages, such as good course offerred or loans and scholarship, I think somebody knows that my financial status is not better and still below the confortably standard.
4 . The time scale is also one of consideration. By the conservative mind, its tactic could lead me to waste time for doing meaningless one due to the postpone to my study timing probably. By the alternative way, it can be seemed a good long-term investment, because I may success to reach it without any delayed, meant I still can report in with other similar students at the same time, even though it is not guaranteed.
5 . It is my one of secret, that will be unkeept from my side, I want to fly to UK studying in my vain. At the beginning in Inti life, I decided to study LLB because of good study environment in UK admired by me, and I failed to continue it by the case of difficulty of law subject. I gave up it but I still havent threw my dream away. I dont capture this chance kept into my hand easily.
During the revision and exam period, I often kept it as my secret, just told to few best friends, so now I want to apologize to other good friends that made some inconviniences in this case. It is because I dont hope it to be a gossip talking around my side and influence my concentration on revision. Then, I need to make it clear here now. If somebody who study in Inti saw me around the campus unintendedly during the A-level exam period, you were not blurred , because I was there to take exam. :)
Monday, July 21, 2008
A very meaningful thing
Wah...it has been a long moment that I didnt write and publish any post after middle of Jan. During the period when I dissappearred at my blog, many things happenned to me and I cant make every fully description of what it is quite important for me,so that I need to summarize them....
Before I mention my meaningful thing I deeply realize, I would like to appreciate the happenings in which it made me upset and then to be clear. Sometimes, I couldnt blame my fate or destiny of which is unfair to me, that it was really caused by my less ability of self-conditioning. What does it mean? Why do I need to shortening myself? There is no any other persuasable excuses they can be used to protect me, I can declare that it is my wrong...If I was able to concentrete on sth in which it is crucial to my further direction, whether its effect is to be shorter or longer, the bad consequence would not occur to my side. Fortunately, I didnt take my A-level result directly from exam center due to my workload over, otherwise I maybe teared at the moment when I got to know it..
My result is really bad and unsatisficed, even it can be likely seen to destroy my dream to studying Uni. It is not a joke, in fact, I thought I couldnt achieve it , before the result is released and after I left the place of exam where I took the last paper at last day. This idea or ideological plan was having around in my mind. What is it? All right, I have succeed persuade myself and made a ultimate decision, which is RETAKING A-LEVELS EXAM BY ONE SITTING at May/June session. I think it is the only one solution to rescue me from its difficulty.
Yes, I had success to take it up because I did some preparations ,such as researching the S`pore Universities` undergraduate basic qualifications, the period of applying or etc. Very fortunately I still can able to apply the vacancies after the period of application by taking my May/June result, that is specially opportunity open to this kind of students, including all public S`pore unis.. That is a good news to me, really nice to me...Thanks to gods!!!
However, I need to convince my mum and sis..Its task may likely be tough achieved. It contains three underlying factors. Firstly, it looks as a fearless and unattainable plan because nobody would try to retake it after pre-u school life, whatever the result is consequently to be. Secondly, it is a proud-less thing for every candidates, my mum will object my request within the optimum reason, especially for my sis, they cant tolerate me doing such idiol stuff. Thirdly, how I can do once I will do failure again, I must do the risk-bearing. I think rarely people are really dare to break it out and I had almost loss-confidence...
Although it dont need to be approved by them due to SUBSIDISE by my self saving of derived from monthly salaries, I must respect their suggestions. I can try to persuade but I cant resist to them strongly.
Before I register to retake, I never cut my process of rescuing myself off within my strong perceptions. I brought my familiar texbooks and notes from my lovely hometown to here, gradually recalling the contexts in which I was failed to memorize PUCNTUALLY. Within these period, my mum always argue with me about the possibility of achievement. I only said I will put my full efforts on my studies, whatever the consequence comes to be, I tried my best, I bet it all !!! At last, I succeed to let my mum and sis touched on my serious and hardworking to finish my task, then I contact my ex-head of programme, Mr Wong after the following days as well. Opps..it isnt a easy thing I can finish without anxiety, because of difficult of communication by 2 ways between us. I was unable to contact him as working consistently, or he is off after I get free. There is hard to reach the 2 wins balanced. During our interections, he would be seen as the people who normally think it like such a unique and unrealistic..Aiyo..I must not change my decision that I thought it right, it is my style...and something more............. Afterwards, he has also been convinced totally, whether there is really or not, I can step forward now. After I do it through remittance to Inti, I could fully concentrate on my studies now...Although nobody would willingly to trust me within another chance, I was not beatened easily...At least, I can make sure that there is the first time I put all my efforts on it sincerely based my relief, it is never before that I swear...Next topic I will blog how I handle my studies well as working and the reasons why I push myself into the unknown trace........
Before I mention my meaningful thing I deeply realize, I would like to appreciate the happenings in which it made me upset and then to be clear. Sometimes, I couldnt blame my fate or destiny of which is unfair to me, that it was really caused by my less ability of self-conditioning. What does it mean? Why do I need to shortening myself? There is no any other persuasable excuses they can be used to protect me, I can declare that it is my wrong...If I was able to concentrete on sth in which it is crucial to my further direction, whether its effect is to be shorter or longer, the bad consequence would not occur to my side. Fortunately, I didnt take my A-level result directly from exam center due to my workload over, otherwise I maybe teared at the moment when I got to know it..
My result is really bad and unsatisficed, even it can be likely seen to destroy my dream to studying Uni. It is not a joke, in fact, I thought I couldnt achieve it , before the result is released and after I left the place of exam where I took the last paper at last day. This idea or ideological plan was having around in my mind. What is it? All right, I have succeed persuade myself and made a ultimate decision, which is RETAKING A-LEVELS EXAM BY ONE SITTING at May/June session. I think it is the only one solution to rescue me from its difficulty.
Yes, I had success to take it up because I did some preparations ,such as researching the S`pore Universities` undergraduate basic qualifications, the period of applying or etc. Very fortunately I still can able to apply the vacancies after the period of application by taking my May/June result, that is specially opportunity open to this kind of students, including all public S`pore unis.. That is a good news to me, really nice to me...Thanks to gods!!!
However, I need to convince my mum and sis..Its task may likely be tough achieved. It contains three underlying factors. Firstly, it looks as a fearless and unattainable plan because nobody would try to retake it after pre-u school life, whatever the result is consequently to be. Secondly, it is a proud-less thing for every candidates, my mum will object my request within the optimum reason, especially for my sis, they cant tolerate me doing such idiol stuff. Thirdly, how I can do once I will do failure again, I must do the risk-bearing. I think rarely people are really dare to break it out and I had almost loss-confidence...
Although it dont need to be approved by them due to SUBSIDISE by my self saving of derived from monthly salaries, I must respect their suggestions. I can try to persuade but I cant resist to them strongly.
Before I register to retake, I never cut my process of rescuing myself off within my strong perceptions. I brought my familiar texbooks and notes from my lovely hometown to here, gradually recalling the contexts in which I was failed to memorize PUCNTUALLY. Within these period, my mum always argue with me about the possibility of achievement. I only said I will put my full efforts on my studies, whatever the consequence comes to be, I tried my best, I bet it all !!! At last, I succeed to let my mum and sis touched on my serious and hardworking to finish my task, then I contact my ex-head of programme, Mr Wong after the following days as well. Opps..it isnt a easy thing I can finish without anxiety, because of difficult of communication by 2 ways between us. I was unable to contact him as working consistently, or he is off after I get free. There is hard to reach the 2 wins balanced. During our interections, he would be seen as the people who normally think it like such a unique and unrealistic..Aiyo..I must not change my decision that I thought it right, it is my style...and something more............. Afterwards, he has also been convinced totally, whether there is really or not, I can step forward now. After I do it through remittance to Inti, I could fully concentrate on my studies now...Although nobody would willingly to trust me within another chance, I was not beatened easily...At least, I can make sure that there is the first time I put all my efforts on it sincerely based my relief, it is never before that I swear...Next topic I will blog how I handle my studies well as working and the reasons why I push myself into the unknown trace........
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